I'M NOT ALONE My name's Amanda. I'm 17 and this is my personal blog.

Follow my main blog!
wearethefew.tumblr.com

Day 3 : 2/1/11

Yet another snow day. Yet another cold. What else is new? I believe someone has stolen my immune system. Either that or it has run away. So if you find it please return it to me. I really don’t want to be sick anymore. It’s beginning to make me dread waking up in the morning.

#2/1/11  #Personal  #Snow  #Colds  #Sick  

This band will forever mean the world to me. I can’t wait to see them again and just let everything go and enjoy their music with my best friend.

#February 11th  #Streetlight Manifesto  #Shows  #Personal  #Best friend  

You didn’t ruin my life, not even close.

You did hurt me though.

You broke every promise you ever made.

Every time you said you would never hurt me,

I would say, you will some day. You would deny it.

Well look at us now.

Three weeks ago you meant the world to me.

Now I don’t even know you.

#personal  

There’s a band I’ve gotten to know over the last few years and I owe a lot to them. They are called Patent Pending and they are the most extraordinary group of people I have ever met. Lately their focus has been on suicide prevention and that fact just really makes me respect them that much more. I really cannot tell you how much this band has gotten me through, just with their music and knowing they’re there. I don’t even know what else to say other than I love them so much and I don’t know where I would be in my life without them. 

Day 2: 1/21/11

I just looked at my clock and it was 11:12. Just missed 11:11. I don’t know why I still try making wishes on a stupid number that I know will never end up coming true. Why does anyone ever wish on a silly number? Who even came up with that whole idea anyways? Thinking about it, we all really do live in our own delusion. Everyone around us is delusional. Face it, wishing on a number doesn’t do shit. You need to make things happen for yourself.

#personal  #life  #11:11  #wishes  

Day 1 : 1/20/11

I’m slowly getting better, becoming myself again. Today was the strongest day I’ve had in weeks and I know it’s only looking up from here. Midterms have started and today I just got to create music for four hours. I might have complained a bit about having to sight read band music for two hours but when it all comes down to it, there’s nothing else I’d rather be doing in the world than playing music. Even though I’m in a room full of people, all playing the same piece, it’s like I’m in my own world. Just me, my saxophone, and my music. That’s what really counts at the end of the day. The music. And my best friends. We went out to lunch today and I don’t think there was a moment when we weren’t laughing and talking. I just really don’t know where I’d be without them. And now it’s night. I think I’m going to pull an all nighter simply because I don’t have school tomorrow. I love the feeling of staying up all night. I really get nothing out of it except that feeling of accomplishing something. I enjoy accomplishing things, everyone does. 

#personal  #life  #midterms  #music  #friends  #sleep  

This is my new personal blog.

Kind of like a daily journal type thing. I don’t want to bore all my followers on my main blog with the minor details about my life. So I suppose that’s what this is for!

#personal  #life